everything is up in the air..feelings under the table and no one will say anything..

so i am so emotional..its not even funny..my family is falling apart..friends moving on..life going everywhere and nowhere at the same time..i just wish it would go back to being peaceful..wish life had that little kid feeling again..sorry to everyone i made feel like shit this season..all i was trying to do was spend time with the ones i love..guess its right what people say..u can never make everyone happy...i was so happy today then read something that made me cry...i hate crying...i hate feeling like an open book..i sometimes hate how what others say can hurt you.....but anyway i have been praying their hearts will be soften...they will understand and not judge it because of what happened when they were little..i just wish someone would take this burden away..i hate life sometimes...