VEGAS

well here i am at work and bored again lol...i just thought i would write some stuff i guess lol...i am going to vegas this weekend!! and i really cant wait to see my friends and go to vegas!! i have never been to vegas so lets hope this weekend is great!!!

bored

ok ok here i am at work and just really bored cause its slow:( but while i have time i might as well write what i am feeling....well i am reading this book called desire of our hearts! its such a cute book i love it!! its by sariah s wilson....but its about alma and its fictional but you kinda understand how they felt when they had to run from the king and his men....the trials they faced...you become one with the character(like i always do in books lol) but there is this part that just sticks out to me....and he says "asking the lord to remove the pain that cut at his sould and begging for forgiveness" i should be feeling like that...i should be begging the lord to take me back...to still love me...to understand why i fell away when i have had everything givin to me...i never once was asked to give up my home, my family, my friends, my worldly possesions...not once was i asked to suffer anything for the church...only my time and faith...and yet here i sit wondering why i couldnt even give that???? where does that put me? where do i stand...now that i know where i could be and where i should be what will i do? do i have it in me to do what is right? to give little for the love of man kind and my lord.....oh how i hope i can put myself aside and become the one to do what needs to be done.

SNOW

I LOVE THE SNOW!!! it snowed!! first snow of the season!!! i cant wait!! i know the snow is so macigal!!! i hope it brings that into mylife!!! well i just wanted everyone to know i love the snow....its like heaven on earth!!!!!!!!!!!

Fight, fight again and keep fighting

"FIGHT, FIGHT agin and keep FIGHTING for only then could evil be kept at bay, through never quite eradicate."(unknown)

I just really like this, i mean our whole lifes we are fighting evil...for our kids, friends and family...life has never been easy but at least we know we wont go down easy!

dealing with what you have been dealt

"Just because we've been dealt a certain hand it doesnt mean that we cant choose to rise above-to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us wanted" (Edward Cullen)
This is my life...i dont like what i have been dealt but i will choose to rise above/conquer it...i will become the person i know i can be...i will come out of this hole i got myself in and be on top!